Why are you here?-Part 1

23 Apr

WARNING : You MAY see some grammatic error along your way through this post.

This post create specially to remind myself about my purpose to study.Just as a motivator for myself to put more effort on my study since final exams is just around the corner.I really really need dua’as from the readers.Hope you gain something here too even its all about me.InsyaAllah

 I want to be a doctor.

That’s my ambition since I was small.

When my teacher ask me what did I want to be?

I’ll put Doctor for my first choice.

When abah and ummi ask me what did I want to be in the future,

I say,”I want to be a doctor.”

Why?

“Coz I wan’t to helps people”

Then I saw their big grinned.

Im happy as long as they happy.

  Then its time for me to go to the secondary school.Lower secondary then upper secondary.I start learned about human body.About nature.More advance topics i mean.But guess what,Im not really good at that thinggy.I didn’t score well in my Biology subject (not getting grade A) plus I didn’t  really pay my attention to this subject during the class.(Sorry Madam Voo!)But still I want to be a doctor.

But then someone told me this,

“Medicine is only for genius.Only genius people can be a doctor.”

  So that statement makes me down a little bit coz I know Im not genius.Im not good at Biology and that people who told that is one of most respectful people in my list.But owh no maybe he said,

“Most of the doctors are genius.”

 Yeah maybe.

  Then here it cames matric life.I still remember when its time  to choose the major area either you want to be place in Physical Science or Biological Science.I tick Biological Science of course!With confident.Coz I want to be a doctor.You know that right?

  But that only last for less than a minute.I call ummi,and ask her opinion.And then she came with this words,

“Its up to you actually.If you think you can cope up with Biology subject then proceed.But if not,we don’t really matter if you are a doctor or not as long as you happy and try to do your best in your study and life.”

  Thanks ummi!

 I knew she and abah really hopes that I can be a doctor.And I want too.But is there any other way that I can be a doctor without taking biology?Of course not!

  But that’s only what Im thinking.For my lecturer..there is a way!

  Just before that someone ask the lecturer whether we can take Medicine or Dentistry if we are in the Physical Science class.And then she goes,

“Of course!As long as you manage to get 4 flat for every sem,you can take any courses that you like!”

Wow!That’s bonus!

    So without doubt and with reciting basmalah I changed my choice.Tick the Physical Science box.And submit it.Alhamdulillah.

   Times go on.First semester exams came and got the result.Alhamdulillah 4 flat.More closer to become a doctor isn’t it?But its really funny when Im not dare enough to put Medicine as my first choice during the time we have to fill up the application forms for the First Degree.I put Maths with Education instead.For all the top 4!Lolz!

  And now it turns out that I don’t be able to be a doctor anymore.Since Im taking straight maths and InsyaAllah I choose to be a teacher.Teaching is not bad at all,isn’t it?

 Well Allah knows better.Sometime when we didn’t got what we want to,we should bare in mind that Allah has better planing for us (Quran,2:216).And He will not leave burden on us that we can’t cope with (Quran,2:286).That’s what I believe.

  But why Maths?Medicine to Maths?

InsyaAllah will continue in the next part.May Allah helps me.

Ya muqallibal qulub,thabit qulub ala deenik.

6 Responses to “Why are you here?-Part 1”

  1. nazz April 24, 2009 at 4:26 am #

    ana pun nak jadi doktor juga….sebab semua orang cakap doktor hidupnya berbakti dan berbudi.

    Tapi pengatahuan manusia cetek sebenarnya..kita terpengaruh dengan suasana dan suara orang ramai. Allah lebih tahu rahsia hamba-hambanNya. Hidup berbakti adalah tugas setiap manusia krn manusia beriman adalah khalifah,

    untuk merubah muka bentuk dunia, syaratnya bukan doktor, tetapi arkitek dan engineer barangkali…..tapi di dunia ini sudah beribu arkitek dan engineer yang lahir, namun Islam masih di lembah yang sama…

    Silapnya kerana arkitek, engineer, sainstis, doktor, ustaz malah politikus sekalipun bekerja dan belajar kerana bercita-cita mengisi kantong duit yang kosong, bukan mengisi kantong Islam yang kian usang dan dilupakan…

    sedihkan…?

  2. Servant April 24, 2009 at 12:17 pm #

    subhanallah, Husna..

    Semoga Allah senantiasa mengikhlaskan hatimu dalam mendalami Ilmu Allah dalam bidang nti sekarang…

    Begitu juga untuk sis nazz..

    Kita mungkin merancang.. Namun, Allah la Maha Merancang dan sebaik2 Perancang…

    though we may feeling very hard to deal something that we don’t really like.. but, let’s perceive that this might be the way Allah wants us to be close to HIM always…

    Reflecting myself… I was really eager to be in Arabic line when i started to learn the language…
    But… see.. how Allah twisted my life journey…
    Now.. I’m dealing with all the English stuffs…no arabic at all….

    huhu.. that’s why I really want to go to Syria dis autum.. I want to re-learn the language of heaven..the language of the prophet and the language of Word of God…

    panjang la pulak..

    wallahua’lam…

    Salam sis Husna n Nazz… Miss You two v much…

  3. mukminahmujahidah April 24, 2009 at 1:04 pm #

    [to nazz]
    Benar2.Tidak kira siapa sebenarnya kita asal ada sumbangan kita untuk mebngunkan ummah.Profesionalisme kita hanyalah alat2 untuk menuju Allah.Sebab itu prlunya orang2 islam yg faham untuk menguasai ilmu2 ini supaya tiadalah wang2 yg dpat sekadar masuk kantong duit sendiri sahaja.

    Ana msih ingat ketika anti bgtau ana anti nk jadi doktor.Bila tnya budak2 skrg pun semua nk jadi doktor.Sebab terpengaruh tanpa matlamat yg jelas.Sbenarnya mcm anti ckap..jadi apa pun InsyaAllah boleh mmbantu ISLAM.
    InsyaAllah.

    [to servant]
    Ana tersenyum membaca komen anti.Anti dah salah faham sebenarnya ni.
    Hehe.

    Erm kirenye teknik penulisan x brape jadi la ni ye..adei baru ingat nak buat muqadimmah dulu..that’s why ada sambungan..cerita tak tergantung di situ.
    InsyaAllah moga ada penjelasan di situ nanti..part 2
    Jazakillah khairan ukhti for your dua’a..

    Sengaja ana menjadikan kisah diri ana sebagai contoh untuk menyampaikan mesej yang sebenar.Mudah2an ada kebaikan buat semua.

    Ana sokong plan anti ke syria..kuasai bahasa sbanyak mungkin..InsyaAllah moga Allah mudahkan

    Mis you too

  4. Servant April 24, 2009 at 3:32 pm #

    huhu.. ye ke ana salah faham…?

    alamak…

    takpe2.. nanti ana clarify ngan nti len ye…

  5. shafora May 12, 2009 at 9:17 pm #

    salam…

    terharu baca kisah penulis di atas..buat pengetahuan ukhti,saya seorang medical student….

    saya bersyukur kepada Allah kerana impian saya dari kecil menjadi kenyataan.Bagi saya,setiap orang boleh berbakti kepada masyarakat tidak kira apapun pekerjaannya,hatta seorang penyapu sampah di mall.Dia juga turut membantu masyarakat secara tidak lansung.apa bukti saya?kerana,tanpa dia mall akan kotor,x bersih,banyak sampah dan disease boleh menular.Kesannya,tentulah kepada masyarakat bukan.

    Jadi,disini kita boleh lihat,pekerjaan yang sekecil-kecil tu pun ada sumbangannya pada masyarakat.Bukan hanya menjadi doktor dapat berbakti kepada masyarakat wahai ukhti..

    Apa-apapun yang kita lakukan mestilah ikhlas kerana Allah,berjuang untuk mendapatkan keredhaan Allah..insyallah,setiap apa yang kita lakukan ada ganjaran yang menanti…

    shafora

    • mukminahmujahidah May 17, 2009 at 7:30 pm #

      Wasalam..
      Subhanallah benar kata anti..setiap dari kita pasti ada lorong2 yang ia bleh pergi untuk menyumbang pada ummah dan pada Islam dan kita semua akan diminta pertanggungjawapan di atas segala yang kita pimpinkan.
      Jika guru,terhadap anak2 muridnya,
      doktor terhadap pesakit2nya,
      dan begitu juga yg lain2..
      jazakillah khairan di atas perkongsian🙂

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