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Terus berusaha!

Sahabatku..

Jangan berhenti,jangan putus asa

Terus melangkah,terus berusaha

Walaupun sedikit masa

Jangan pernah putus asa daripada rahmat Allah

Sungguh-sungguh mengadu padaNya

Sesungguhnya Allah amat dekat daripada urat leher kita sendiri.

” Dan apabila hamba-hambaku bertanya kepadamu (Muhammad) tentang Aku,sesungguhnya Aku amat dekat .Aku kabulkan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila dia berdoa kepadaKu.Hendaklah mereka itu memenuhi (perintahKu) dan beriman kepadaKu,agar mereka memperoleh kebenaran. ”

(Al-Baqarah :186)

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Why are you here?-Part 2

WARNING : You MAY see some grammatic error along your way through this post.

 

This post create specially to remind myself about my purpose to study.Just as a motivator for myself to put more effort on my study since final exams is just around the corner.I really really need dua’as from the readers.Hope you gain something here too even its all about me.InsyaAllah

  Why Maths?

This is one type of the questions came out in the application form when I decide to furher my study in KCL.Writing essay in english is one of my weaknesses so its actually take time for me to answer that question that time.Then this answer came (roughly) :

   I choose to take Bsc Mathematics because there are one person who inspire me a lot.That was my Additional Mathematics teacher during my secondary school.Actually during my school time,I am not really good at mathematics.I keep failing myself.I remember I only got 10 out of 100 marks in Additional Mathematics when my first test on that subject.As times go on,I still can’t manage to get the least pass mark either.Until one day this lovely teacher come to me and ask why did I not perform well because she said I was a chess player and chess player should be smart in Maths.That time I already represent my states at National Level Chess Competition.That time I lost my words.I know I should work more harder and she promise to helps me.She keep giving lots of Mathematics exercise for me to do so that Ill keep in pace with my other friends.Times go on and I improve gradually.And in my final year of school exams,I manage to get an A.She really makes me love mathematic and I just want to follow her pace,be a good teacher helping my students later.And I hope by choosing Bsc Mathematics will make this hopes become true.

Well..I keep smiling when I remember this answers.How silly it is.Straight forward,maybe primary students essay would be more better.Reasons that not really strong I guess but alhamdulillah Allah make it easy.

And again why maths?

Even until now I don’t really found lots of maths thing that can be relate to life.

Nah its easy..

Its only dealing with numbers.

That was my first thought.

But its not really about numbers alone.When it comes to groups,algebra,proving lots lots of Maths theory and formula it makes me dizzy,just giving a right point to give up.

Now I think I better take medicine.Lolz!No proving.Just memorize things.

But when I sit down,and reflect…

Why am I here?

Why MUST I study?

Why I must remember all the proves?

And whyMUST I get a flying colour grades in this final exam?

Then I realize there was an important reason to make me stay.

It just not about helping people understand Mathematics.

It just not about being a dedicated teacher.

It just not about being a best student.

There are more more BIG THING to be achieve.

Its about a responsibilities.

Responsibilities to myself,parents,family,country and  ummah.

Its about searhing for Allah’s pleasure.

Its about helping the ummah,

Which are waiting to be guided,

By Alim Mujahid.

Who is Alim Mujahid?

Its ME ! ..Its you…It is us..

We are alim-people with knowledge worldly and the hereafter

and mujahid- people who work hardly to achieve victory

Whatever course that we studied.

As long as we knew the right reason why we MUST study,that will be fine.

Ikhlas..that the main thing.Even we are not a highly professional person.

And still remember my lovely Additional Maths teacher?She’s kuffar.Shall you husna be more better than her?InsyaAllah!

Wallahualam.

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Being steadfast in this summer

I got this email about last week.A simple reminder but yet important.Lets take a look.

Tell the believing men to lower their gaze and guard their modesty.
That is purer for them. Indeed Allah is Well-Aware of what they do.
And tell the believing women to lower their gaze and guard their
modesty…” (An-Nur: 30-31)

Abu Hurayrah RadiAllaho anho narrated that the Prophet Sallallaho
alaihi wassallam said: “the zina (adultery) of the eyes is gazing
(at that which is not allowed)” (Bukhari and Muslim).

Abu Hurairah RadiAllaho anho relates that the Prophet Sallallaho
alaihi wassallam said: There are two categories among the
inhabitants of Hell whom I have not encountered. The first are people
who carry whips like the tails of cows and beat the people with them
(i.e oppressive rulers). The second are women, clothed yet naked,
drawn to immorality and enticing others to it, their heads like the
swaying humps of camels  they will neither enter Paradise nor even
smell its fragrance, though its fragrance can be found to a great
distance. (Muslim)

The Prophet Sallallaho alaihi wassallam said, “If a Woman of the
people of Paradise were to look out over the people of this earth, it
would light up everything in between and fill it with Fragrance, and
the Veil of her head is better than this world and everything in it!
(Al-Bukhari)

*** Dear brothers and sisters, May Allah Ta’ala Give us the Tawfeeq
to lower our gaze and be steadfast in modesty. A little bit of
struggle in this world, but an Eternity of Bliss in the Hereafter
inshAllah! Wallahu Alam, JazakumAllah khairun, Wassallamu alaikum ***

 

Summer is coming.Lower our gaze..! 

 

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Why are you here?-Part 1

WARNING : You MAY see some grammatic error along your way through this post.

This post create specially to remind myself about my purpose to study.Just as a motivator for myself to put more effort on my study since final exams is just around the corner.I really really need dua’as from the readers.Hope you gain something here too even its all about me.InsyaAllah

 I want to be a doctor.

That’s my ambition since I was small.

When my teacher ask me what did I want to be?

I’ll put Doctor for my first choice.

When abah and ummi ask me what did I want to be in the future,

I say,”I want to be a doctor.”

Why?

“Coz I wan’t to helps people”

Then I saw their big grinned.

Im happy as long as they happy.

  Then its time for me to go to the secondary school.Lower secondary then upper secondary.I start learned about human body.About nature.More advance topics i mean.But guess what,Im not really good at that thinggy.I didn’t score well in my Biology subject (not getting grade A) plus I didn’t  really pay my attention to this subject during the class.(Sorry Madam Voo!)But still I want to be a doctor.

But then someone told me this,

“Medicine is only for genius.Only genius people can be a doctor.”

  So that statement makes me down a little bit coz I know Im not genius.Im not good at Biology and that people who told that is one of most respectful people in my list.But owh no maybe he said,

“Most of the doctors are genius.”

 Yeah maybe.

  Then here it cames matric life.I still remember when its time  to choose the major area either you want to be place in Physical Science or Biological Science.I tick Biological Science of course!With confident.Coz I want to be a doctor.You know that right?

  But that only last for less than a minute.I call ummi,and ask her opinion.And then she came with this words,

“Its up to you actually.If you think you can cope up with Biology subject then proceed.But if not,we don’t really matter if you are a doctor or not as long as you happy and try to do your best in your study and life.”

  Thanks ummi!

 I knew she and abah really hopes that I can be a doctor.And I want too.But is there any other way that I can be a doctor without taking biology?Of course not!

  But that’s only what Im thinking.For my lecturer..there is a way!

  Just before that someone ask the lecturer whether we can take Medicine or Dentistry if we are in the Physical Science class.And then she goes,

“Of course!As long as you manage to get 4 flat for every sem,you can take any courses that you like!”

Wow!That’s bonus!

    So without doubt and with reciting basmalah I changed my choice.Tick the Physical Science box.And submit it.Alhamdulillah.

   Times go on.First semester exams came and got the result.Alhamdulillah 4 flat.More closer to become a doctor isn’t it?But its really funny when Im not dare enough to put Medicine as my first choice during the time we have to fill up the application forms for the First Degree.I put Maths with Education instead.For all the top 4!Lolz!

  And now it turns out that I don’t be able to be a doctor anymore.Since Im taking straight maths and InsyaAllah I choose to be a teacher.Teaching is not bad at all,isn’t it?

 Well Allah knows better.Sometime when we didn’t got what we want to,we should bare in mind that Allah has better planing for us (Quran,2:216).And He will not leave burden on us that we can’t cope with (Quran,2:286).That’s what I believe.

  But why Maths?Medicine to Maths?

InsyaAllah will continue in the next part.May Allah helps me.

Ya muqallibal qulub,thabit qulub ala deenik.

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